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Friday, January 16, 2009

I WAS JUX TRYING TO HELP

Long time no blog le.... now blog is to talk the things that hurts mi.... I WAS JUX TRYING TO HELP OUT BUT IT TURN OUT THAT THEY DUN UNDERSTAND WAT I WAS TRYING TO DO...... AND MISUNDERSTAND MI......

like today..... i was sick since wednesday.... so i m tired n need to rest... then today i have a meeting in ATOMIC club.... so i went for it.... then i oso have a meeting with one of my lecturer at 1.30 pm.... so is a bit of rush.... as the organiser say that is a short meeting so it will be.... ( I GUESS)..... then the meeting started....

JOHANNES, WAICHOON, DEREK AND YING DONG STILL CROWDING AT THE COMPUTER TABLE DISCUSSING DUNNO WAT WHEN AMELIA COMMENTS THE MEETING HAD STARTED.....

They nv come and sit around the area of meeting.... Ok nvm... cox i m not the one that is holding the meeting... so i have no right to say any thing.....
then during the meeting, there are two yr 2.1 pple that came in to ask JOHANNES to teach them yr 2.1 subject... then they let them in.... then i oso no comment.... BUT SINCE IT IS A CLUB MEETING ALL PPLE THAT ARE NOT THE CLUB MEMBERS SHOULD NOT BE INSIDE....

THEN NVM.... WE CONTINUE OUR MEETING..... then amelia repeated every thing she said earlier... then time wasted again.....
then i dun care.... as i m really not feeling very well at that point of time.... then finally she ended....

Then Jing Min started to say about the SUB-COM camp that she is planning on the 6-7 March.... then she wanna pple to do the poster for publicise.... but no one volunteer... so this conversation had began to turn round n round..... is NEVER ENDING..... THEN ZHI HUA GOT PISS OFF.... AND I TOOK OVER TO WRITE THE MINUTES FOR HER..... N THIS CONVERSATION STILL CONTINUE TO TURN ROUND N ROUND LIKE CIRCLE.....

AS I NEED TO MEET TEACHER FOR MY MP/SIP..... I STEP IN TO FORCE THEM TO CONCLUDE AND PULL OUT A DECISION.... AND I SETTLE EVERYTHING WITHIN A FEW MINUTES.....

ACTUALLY AFTER THAT I PLANNED TO GO N MEET MY LECTURER.....
THEN THE JOHANNES STOPPED ME......
SAYING THAT WAT I DID WAS NOT RIGHT.... N WAT IS THE LEARNING POINT OF MI DOING THAT...... JINGMIN IS NOT LEARNING ANYTHING......

YA... PROBABLY I STEP IN DURING THE MEETING WHEN I M NOT SUPPOSE TO... BUT PPLE IN THE CLUB ROOM LIKE WAICHOON, DEREK, YING DONG.... THEY OSO RUSHING OFF... NOT ONLI MI AND NAIZA.... I JUX TRYING TO END THE MEETING FAST SO THAT WE CAN DO WAT EVER WE WANNA TO DO AFTER THESE NONSENSE.....

I M TRYING TO EXPLAIN MYSELF ABOUT WAT I DID.... BUT WAT I M TALKING DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE IN JOHANNES' MIND.... I FELT LIKE SOMEONE JUX STAB MY HEART.... I JUX PLAINLY WANNA TO HELP OUT.... BUT THEY DUN UNDERSTAND.... THEN AT THAT POINT OF TIME, I THINK THAT WAT EVER I TOT AND SAY NO ONE WILL GET IT AND THEY DUN WANNA TO UNDERSTAND IT.....

SO I JUX WANNA TO END THE CONVERSATION BY LEAVING THE ROOM.... AS I THINK THAT, THERE IS REALLY NO POINT... AND I REALLY NEED A PLACE FOR ME TO COOL DOWN.... AS I NOE THAT I M REALLY ABOUT TO CRY OUT... THEN JOHANNES JUX SHOUT WHEN I GRAB MY BAG AND LEAVE.... I JUX DROP DOWN SAYING THAT " I JUX WANNA TO GO TO THE TOLIET CAN!!!!!!!!"

AFTER GOING TO TOLIET AND BEFORE MEETING TEACHER... I REALLY CRIED OUT.... AS I M REALLY TIRED... HOPING PPLE CAN UNDERSTAND MI... I TRY TO OPEN UP... BUT I DID NOT GET ANY FEEDBACK..... THEN I WAITED FOR PPLE TO OPEN UP TO MI.... AND I STILL GET ANYTHING BACK.... ALL THINGS NEED TWO HANDS TO CLAP.... UNDERSTANDING EACH OTHER OSO.... BUT WHEN I DOES SOMETHING I THINK IS RIGHT.... BUT IT ALWAYS END UP THE WRONG WAY.......

I REALLY DUNNO WAT TO DO..... I M TRIED... I DUN WANNA TO BE IN THIS CLUB ANYMORE....

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