It had been almost 3 months since i started my life as a uni student. Lifestyle here is not as what i expected to be. Stressful and tiring. Having to study all day is so tiring. Catching up with lectures n tutorials. Not scoring well for quizes. So worry for final exams. It is so frustrating as what you have put in is usually not the output of what you get. The output is the results. I meant that the results are not good is no ones fault but me. I should be respondsible for my own results, no one's but myself.  Seeing people having the ability of scoring fulling marks n even nearly full marks, you will have a thought of why can't i? Exams are round the corner, I should really buck up and start my studies. Alots of catching up to do, can't really let out now since i already worked so hard!!!! 

Long time no post le....

Last time i post i still working in pepper lunch... N now i m current working in starbucks as a barista... Cool?... haha... i do enjoy la... but sometimes will oso feel tired... cox now working and studying together...

Finally reach my year 3.2... graduating SOOONNNNNN!!!!! Yeah!!!!!!

Now rushing MP project and studies and oso nt to forget my Driving lesson..... Take the date for my driving test le... is on the 8 Dec... So now still learning.... going into cct soon... happy n worry.... but worry oso no use... so must relax.... Breath in n out... haha

Now chasing after one taiwan drama... K.O.3anguo... super nice... but now a bit sianz cox my favourite actress and actor are nt in the focus... but nvm.. e show is still nice to watch.. so still chasing... haha

ok.. signing off here...

Today, i started working at Pepper Lunch... Then busy busy... haiz... dunno the menu wat they have.. then put me at cashier... super scare of the post lorx... cox if nt balance will have to pay for the losses... Of cox, today first day... HAIZ.. have to pay...SIANZ lorx... haiz.. dunno la... TIRED....

Ytd, i jux had my BTT... Haha.. i passed... but this is onli the first step.. still have the FTT n the drivin test... OMG... have to work hard le...

MP is ok.. going well... PR1 is cuming... then JYJY...

To all seniors i noe.... Congrats for ur graduation..... wish all the best for u guys....

For a senior in particular..... thx for ur advice and ur help in my project that i had in my yr 2.2...... really grateful abt wat u have done.... feeling sorry that dun gt a chance to congrats him in person.... due to not around that day...

However, hope for u all the best in ur future and in ur NS..... if you yuan, might c u on streets... haha.....

JYJY....

Yoyo.... Long time no blog.... since blogging my frustration into it... Now lets share something nice and good....

Now i m in 3rd yr of poly... So i m a senior in TP le.... Yes... Finally SENIOR YEAR.... YIPPY... OH YEAH....

But it is a mix feelings (happy and worried for results), as this sem i started our MP-SIP project. Having new grp mates... Is really a pleasure to group with them.... As they really help me alot and able to read what i have thought of... haha... Now we have started on our MP-SIP project... the name of my project is call Dye-sensitized Solar Cell with a novel substrate....

Now got the H1N1 influenza A virus.... so pple do take care of urself....

Long time no blog le.... now blog is to talk the things that hurts mi.... I WAS JUX TRYING TO HELP OUT BUT IT TURN OUT THAT THEY DUN UNDERSTAND WAT I WAS TRYING TO DO...... AND MISUNDERSTAND MI......

like today..... i was sick since wednesday.... so i m tired n need to rest... then today i have a meeting in ATOMIC club.... so i went for it.... then i oso have a meeting with one of my lecturer at 1.30 pm.... so is a bit of rush.... as the organiser say that is a short meeting so it will be.... ( I GUESS)..... then the meeting started....

JOHANNES, WAICHOON, DEREK AND YING DONG STILL CROWDING AT THE COMPUTER TABLE DISCUSSING DUNNO WAT WHEN AMELIA COMMENTS THE MEETING HAD STARTED.....

They nv come and sit around the area of meeting.... Ok nvm... cox i m not the one that is holding the meeting... so i have no right to say any thing.....
then during the meeting, there are two yr 2.1 pple that came in to ask JOHANNES to teach them yr 2.1 subject... then they let them in.... then i oso no comment.... BUT SINCE IT IS A CLUB MEETING ALL PPLE THAT ARE NOT THE CLUB MEMBERS SHOULD NOT BE INSIDE....

THEN NVM.... WE CONTINUE OUR MEETING..... then amelia repeated every thing she said earlier... then time wasted again.....
then i dun care.... as i m really not feeling very well at that point of time.... then finally she ended....

Then Jing Min started to say about the SUB-COM camp that she is planning on the 6-7 March.... then she wanna pple to do the poster for publicise.... but no one volunteer... so this conversation had began to turn round n round..... is NEVER ENDING..... THEN ZHI HUA GOT PISS OFF.... AND I TOOK OVER TO WRITE THE MINUTES FOR HER..... N THIS CONVERSATION STILL CONTINUE TO TURN ROUND N ROUND LIKE CIRCLE.....

AS I NEED TO MEET TEACHER FOR MY MP/SIP..... I STEP IN TO FORCE THEM TO CONCLUDE AND PULL OUT A DECISION.... AND I SETTLE EVERYTHING WITHIN A FEW MINUTES.....

ACTUALLY AFTER THAT I PLANNED TO GO N MEET MY LECTURER.....
THEN THE JOHANNES STOPPED ME......
SAYING THAT WAT I DID WAS NOT RIGHT.... N WAT IS THE LEARNING POINT OF MI DOING THAT...... JINGMIN IS NOT LEARNING ANYTHING......

YA... PROBABLY I STEP IN DURING THE MEETING WHEN I M NOT SUPPOSE TO... BUT PPLE IN THE CLUB ROOM LIKE WAICHOON, DEREK, YING DONG.... THEY OSO RUSHING OFF... NOT ONLI MI AND NAIZA.... I JUX TRYING TO END THE MEETING FAST SO THAT WE CAN DO WAT EVER WE WANNA TO DO AFTER THESE NONSENSE.....

I M TRYING TO EXPLAIN MYSELF ABOUT WAT I DID.... BUT WAT I M TALKING DOESN'T MAKE ANY SENSE IN JOHANNES' MIND.... I FELT LIKE SOMEONE JUX STAB MY HEART.... I JUX PLAINLY WANNA TO HELP OUT.... BUT THEY DUN UNDERSTAND.... THEN AT THAT POINT OF TIME, I THINK THAT WAT EVER I TOT AND SAY NO ONE WILL GET IT AND THEY DUN WANNA TO UNDERSTAND IT.....

SO I JUX WANNA TO END THE CONVERSATION BY LEAVING THE ROOM.... AS I THINK THAT, THERE IS REALLY NO POINT... AND I REALLY NEED A PLACE FOR ME TO COOL DOWN.... AS I NOE THAT I M REALLY ABOUT TO CRY OUT... THEN JOHANNES JUX SHOUT WHEN I GRAB MY BAG AND LEAVE.... I JUX DROP DOWN SAYING THAT " I JUX WANNA TO GO TO THE TOLIET CAN!!!!!!!!"

AFTER GOING TO TOLIET AND BEFORE MEETING TEACHER... I REALLY CRIED OUT.... AS I M REALLY TIRED... HOPING PPLE CAN UNDERSTAND MI... I TRY TO OPEN UP... BUT I DID NOT GET ANY FEEDBACK..... THEN I WAITED FOR PPLE TO OPEN UP TO MI.... AND I STILL GET ANYTHING BACK.... ALL THINGS NEED TWO HANDS TO CLAP.... UNDERSTANDING EACH OTHER OSO.... BUT WHEN I DOES SOMETHING I THINK IS RIGHT.... BUT IT ALWAYS END UP THE WRONG WAY.......


I REALLY DUNNO WAT TO DO..... I M TRIED... I DUN WANNA TO BE IN THIS CLUB ANYMORE....